haiz..yy am ii so suay de..
gt bad news fer two day le..first is e scout stuff le..
den yesterday received e other 1..
it's abt e gal tat ii lyk..i noe i n her nt possible but at least we still r god bro n sis..
but e ans she told miie juz completely pissed miie off..
when i called her..she kup my call..nvm i still can take it..
i den msg her y she kup lor..she say she wib sum1..
den i jkjk say she wib bf ar..den she reply yea n her bf forbid her to ans moi calls..
i still can take it n i reply ok lor i den dun disturb euu two lor..
but her next ans was..ok n dun msg or call her..ltr her bf angry..
so does tat mean tat kor cant call or msg meii meii la?izit?
juz becuz of her bf den or e ties of kor n meii juz liddat break la..
ii realli dunno whether i shld believe her anot..
but her ans realli hurtz miie alot..
ii tried to be fine n juz vent my anger by juz playing arcade n basketball..
i tot ii would be fine juz after tat..but still ii cant get over it..
ii may looked fine when facin ppl..but when ii'm alone..
ii realli dunno wad to do..yy must her hurtz miie when ii m already in pain..
ii realli don't understand..a lot of ppl juz dun care fer moi feeling de..
they juz hurtz miie..juz liddat..they dun care abt my exist n can treat it as nth..
they juz left tat bloody scar behind on miie without healing it..
ii startin tuu HATE e world..yy e world is always black on miie,n nevr brightness appear..
dun wanna post le..
dEsm0Nd
