SRS scout 184hmmm..haas t0day nth much..
think ii guess t0k abt my CCA first ba..haas
currently ii had j0in sc0ut fer abt goin 2 years le..
hmmm..at first ii os0 dunn0 why ii j0in sc0uts..mayb cuz of friends ba..
haas..hmmm..at first ii dun really attendin scout cuz quite a lot of ppl ii dunn0 mahz..
den sum m0re ii quite nerdy den(nw l0ok better..=.=)ppl lyk always t0k behind my back mah..
but so0n n after ii juz l0ved SCOUT!!!ahhas
hmmm..in e past ii admit ii'm commit in scouting but recently fer e few m0nths..
my feeling fer sc0ut was alm0st g0ne..
i can said durin e first years was fine as e scout troop were united..
but since year tw0 started..most of e senior were g0ne as they had left skl..
pr0mblem starts arising..such as e disipline..
we started to tok back wibb seniors..n blah blah blah..
n so0n n it becum quite w0rse..haish..
hmmm..den manpower..
tis year we recuited abt 50+ sec 1..
currently left only arnd 10 liddat..WTF
euu n0e wad iish e feelings mahz..sian la..
sum more e sec1,2 always pon..
i expected abt 20 ppl or more to attend but euu see nw our manpower..only abt 15..
w0rst case can be only less than 10..fcuk righ..
ii as e APL really dunn0 wad to d0..my PL dun even cum..
hmmm..iii explain e PL APL thiingy..
2 SPLs-> 6 PLs-> 6APLs->remaindin scouts
nw th0se hu came were e 2SPLs 3-4PLs n APLs n scouts..
ii wished e manpower n e disipline could be improve..but if we scold e scouts..
they will lyk hate scout den dun cum..den if we slack they f0llow den we kanna..
wad iish e logic?year 1 we could be united but yy year2 we r lyk e shttered sand?
ii really miss e PAST YEAR 1..
wad iish e use of w0rkin s0 hard when euu juz gib it up..
devasting..x((
hmmm..dun say CCA le..
tis morn wake up as usual..*yawn ahhas tat fer sure..haas
den use com ,tv n eat lor..nth to do le oso..
haas..yupp oso sms her..hee
hmmm..went to RP to eat lunch n..
den go bookshop walkwalk..
hmmm..den saw her wib her mom at e escalator..
hee..she s0 cute..summ0re she iish eatin 0tah as she rushed..
den she saw miie n wave to miie..x)) xPP =))
haas den wave back lor..haas she gt music lesson at RP dere ma..
den go eat KFC jiu go back..haish t0day a lot of ppl nt free..den cannot play bball lor..
b0pian stay at hm lor..zz
hee..realli miss her alot though ii last saw her was abt 3hrs n 20+ mins..
ahhas ii siiao le la..lalas~
dEsm0Nd