Thursday, June 29, 2006
nw tryin to get use of e new chers..
but still i dun lyk sum of dem..such as our form cher..nebermind forget it ba..
nw hopin to study hard n go to a gd class next year..
becuz of e next year survey form stuff..i argue wib my mom again..
sianz..todae went to build flagpole..once again onli a few went to build e flagpole..
ii think tat we realli need to disclipline e sec 2 so dat they noe their responsibility..lolx..
haiz..tomo gort meetin sia..den gort a weird weird feeling..haiz..
hope everything goes well ba..
dEsm0Nd..
Grrrr...11:06 PM
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Monday, June 26, 2006
todae went backk tuu skl liiao..
hmmm..still nt used to it to hab lessons..haas..
e chers also changed liao n e tym table also..d0tz..
sianz..manii hw must passed up liiao..
den todae was lyk no lesson cuz e new cher wanna noe abt us..den they tok tok tok..
tok until we wanna slp liiao..zZz
hmmm..everybody de hairstyle all weird weird de..mine also..haas..
but todae went cut after skl when doin e project halfway..
den came back use com den off cuz gort tution..
den finish liiao use again lorr..haas..
juz nw heard sum news which ii dun wish to heard..but still heard e news..
naws ii regret doin sum thing which ii wish ii didn did..
my feelin was lyk ii m juz a fool who is doin all those crap..
but as fer nw..ii would say dat ii had forgetten e past abt her le..
ii would neber think abt her again le..
dEsm0Nd
Grrrr...10:23 PM
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
juz 1 more day where skl reopen le..
hmmm..i guess it will be quite borin again..
haas..
abt two more weeks it's gonna be our serangoon eagles gangshow..
ii believe most of us had been waitin fer tis includin miie..
but wad made miie worried is tat most of e sec 1 n 2 r veri quiet..
most of them r juz nt interested in wad we doin..
haiz..
juz hope everything goes well fer it..
well after todae..ii will be sayin bb to e june holidays le..
but after tis holidays.. ii learned tat we had to be more prepared n do nt learn when last minute as tis wouldn't help us..
how do we be e best when we'r nt even doin our best..
tis few days..i had been arguing wib my parent n sibling..
i realli dun understand..but i realli juz dun lyk to tell them my prob..
miie juz dun noe e reason..
i dunno what's worth fighting for
or why i had to scream
i don't noe why i instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
dEsm0Nd
Grrrr...6:21 PM
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Friday, June 23, 2006
hmmm..today we had monfort campfire..
n i believe most of us did pretty well except fer sum..
althought e begining was bad but everything goes well after tat..
first we had sum"bombing stuff"..diiaox..it's quite lame..hehe
den it started to rain so we shifted to e hall to have e cf..
den we had sum songs..after tat we had e hougang guide's dance..
wow..they realli danced veri well..i believe most of e scout were crazy abt them..haas..
den next we had sum sort of dancin contest..den gary represent us..
phew..lucky gary won..haas..many of them were pro but gary was more chiong den them..haas..
den..it's ur turn to dance..
but e openin didn goes well..cuz e ava play e song wrong fer 3 tym..den we malu..haiz..
but after tat everything goes well except fer sum..
but still i believe we all did well fer it..
righ eagles?haas..
after finish most of e performance..we had e award section..
but too bad.. we didn win e best supportin cheer award..
nvm..we will do better next tym..
dEsm0Nd
Grrrr...11:19 PM
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
miie juz came back from another camp..
it's a 3 day 2 nite camp..
e first day e 3 patrol had to build our tents , gadget pole n tower..
althought it's tirin yet we managed to finish e tough work..
next..we were tested on knots..
i had to admit dat i didn practise a lot of knots..
n i didn realli did well fer it..
then, we had first aid scenario..well it's quite fun..
next we had nite hike..need to draw maps..
den abt 12 plus we came back..
den e sirs came..
we kanna scold by *********(dun wish to say er name out)
den also tio pump..dododo till abt goin 3 plus..den slp..
next morn..do P.T den eat breadfast le..
den i also is e flag bearer tat morn..soon after break flag..we had inspection..
next..we went swimin..
althought i didn swim well but still i managed to pass swimmin..
den came back..hab lunch which is backwoodman cookin
next we had footdrill..which i had confident in..hehe..
but still we tio kanna by e sir..
den at nite we had knots retest..hmmm..tis tym..i did better den yesterday..at least i noe more knots..hehe..
den at nite we had solo nite..cool ar..lols..
den i slp de veri shuang..hehe..
next morn we did P.T again..den zZz..rainin liao..
e subcamp nw veri muddy..arghx..
den go hall play game..veri fun sia..
next we had theory paper to do
den had lunch den after dat we clean up liao which is abt 3 hrs ltr..
den we had footdrill n raise n lower flag trainin..
after dat..which is e most important moment as we r gonna have our badge fer those hu pass..
but veri sad..i didn pass..n 9 out of 20 passed..zZz..
felt realli sad but still had to accept it..
dat's realli upset my day..
let e unhappiness gone ba..i guess i wun be my usual mood fer tis few day liao..
neber gib up without tryin..
even we failed..
we noe we had tried our veri best le..
if we had fell down..
we had to learn how to stand up..
tat's when we will all learn..
dEsm0Nd..
Grrrr...10:11 PM
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
hmmm..1 more dae..
n ii will be goin to cameron highland le..
miie feel veri happy n nervous also..haas..
hope everything goes well..haas..=P
miie will update after i cum back..
dEsm0Nd..
Grrrr...1:02 AM
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Monday, June 05, 2006
yoz..miie postin again le worr..lolx
miie recently bz so neber update..or shld ii say is ii lazy to update..
nw is june holidays le..although we can slack but..
ii miss e noisy 2EC..n miss low..
miss low is leavin us soon..n ii believe a lot of us will miss her..
ii wondered hu will be our new form teacher n EL teacher..
but ii believe is tat e new form n El teacher's lesson would nt be as fun as miss low de lesson..
haiz..miie goin oversea tis thurday le..
sianz..wish moi friends r goin wib miie but nt all r goin wib miie..
recently jasmine keep say ii changed liao..becum more mature..lolx
got mehz..ii onli noe ii grow more childish ba..haas..
miie in a confused mind..
wad am ii actually doin righ nw?
ii'm still livin in e world without a goal..
juz when ii will be able to find her?
ii wish ii'm able to find her righ nw..haiz..
ii think tat wouldn't happen ba..
nth to say le..so end at here ba..
dEsm0Nd..
Grrrr...9:21 AM
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