Tuesday, January 30, 2007

yeayea everything bein pushed to miie
gossips started nnd blame miie though i'm e victim
she juz my gan meii dat's all nnd wad's all to gossip?
i'm not blamin daniel they all lia0..iiu still wan wad?
i'm xia0 qi so wad?i suck so?
my attidude so?
iiu wan tok respect huh?
iiu wan miie respect cn but cn iiu respect miie first?
they dun nnd y should i even bother?
true isn't?
iiu gib miie e present?cn i return back?
n0 point givin it to miie since iiu oso hate miie wad
y waste ur money?
mayb iiu juz dun understand miie?
i suck anw?so iiu dun nid to bear wib my attidude
things had change , you nnd miie ok?
n0b0dy's perfect get it?

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...10:41 PM

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Monday, January 29, 2007

waaa tired dae?
some peeps de m0uth always s0 big
cnt blame la..if n0 g0ssips they'll die?
say by all mean cuz i hab n0 guilty anw..
iiu all cn say shitty stuff abt miie nnd i dun care..
but dere's n0 nid to implicate my meii righ?
iiu guys tok sume m0re nnd ur mouth ROT FASTER!!
nonsense la..
cca staff?ppl pon agn
nnd e amount?dun wanna say..
they kn0w themselves huh?
NPC comin..mab them die?
confirm+ ch0p?
better pray they come if nt chop till die =X
wait till they kn0w e consequences
d0ne our best lia0^^ n0 point blamin
sec 2 nnd sec 3 think they faster racks their brain nnd find reason
if nt they g0nna get it?
yea ranks is not fer nth..
there's a purpose but i guess it's not punishment?
overthrown ur wadeva old method nnd e troop reputation?
iiu act as if without we cant make it?
perhaps or n0t..ur time r over?
it's our time get it?
blahs blahs blahs i gt enough of shitty stuff
oh yea..mayb i need to buy some mouth listerine fer them..
nnd if iiu hab any bad comment abt miie juz simply shoot directly in my face
i would gladly accept them

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...10:12 PM

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Sunday, January 28, 2007

dun feel lyk admitin but
i juz dun wish to stay at my home?
since i went back late due of cca stuff
it's juz carried on ..e scoldin, attidude nnd wadeva carried on
w0rkin hard so as to hab a result..
but nth achieve..i didn say it out..
iiu all might think it's nth at all nnd y iiu even care when it doesn't matter to iiu
it regard abt e troop so i care cn?tmd
anger kept inside miie nnd ii cant vent it out?
dun brin ur pr0b back h0me?dat's wad they say..
s0 where i put them iiu tell miie?
ii kn0w it's my tone but i wish i cn change it too
but some h0w, i cant..
get it?
studies , cca nnd personal pr0b
i sux at everything alright?
mayb in e first place dun gib birth miie jiu ha0 le ma
n0 nid to quarrel till nw
shhh!!!
let tis all be f0rgotten, i hab no wish to rmb anw
nnd ya..tag guy i wun f0rgive him anw..
i hate iiu~ s0 fuck off?
dun wanna wan to see iiu at all
iiu juz simply mab miie digusted when i see iiu
rather iiu go bang urself in e wall nnd die off
so wad iiu look nice?i dun gib a bloody respect to iiu
*ventin out here since i cnt vent at home =X

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...9:30 PM

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Saturday, January 27, 2007

*lousy day?
eff0rt may seems important but..
i really h0pe efforts pay off la..
been stayin back tis few days so as o complete e model fer NPC
despite scoldin by parents?i still carry on...juz fer tat little work
it's seems nth to other but impt to miie
they juz dun understand miie i guess..
tis m0rn went to do e gateway..
chiong-in e whole afterno0n
rush back nnd rush to bishan..
in e end, we didn get into e finals four..
anw i find my self pathetic at tym..
i simply regret bein friends wib them..
they r so f up..
wadeva it is..i juz simply pissed ok?
thanks those hu tryin to cheer miie up..
anw i m still confusin..
wad shld i do?i m afraid of hurtin them..h0w?
wish it's a better day then yesterday*
dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...10:57 PM

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oil painting?

posting late agn!!arghx
it's seems a bad day fer miie after i came back to nafa

well nafa quite nice..mayb i joinin?

lols see h0w ba..

er e night mare started since i came back from nafa..

scout?mainly ba..it's always tis

damn pressure iiu kn0w?

cn iiu stop actin agn?we'r human nt ur doggy shyt..

treat us as human?i tryin my best already ok cn?

yy?even i try to do my best fer my cca..my parents?

i knew i mayb overboard by comin back late..

but i juz tryin to complete my work..

i assure after tis month or feb i would be free..

i m nt e old miie anymore..

i hab to support my juniors..if i dun?will e troop fall?

r iiu goin to assure fer everything?

tmd la

e school sux la..

test test test..

senior sux la..

takan takan takan..

nabei la..

nt sleepin i guess?

pissed till cnt slp?

taggies reply:

Jasmine: quite busy ba..*stress haish i miss iiu

Huiying: i received e present le..thanks anw haas xD <33>

Eunice: haas dun worry i ok de la..(:

Grrrr...12:06 AM

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

shit my post juz nw dunn0 wad happen!!
*dead tired?
slp at 2 last night nnd woke up at 6..think nt enough fer panda la
hmmm skl borin today?math nnd art sucky
was wonderin if cn drop or switch subs?they would be great?
seriously tired sia..
well after school gt scout?
hmmm angry?e manpower could had boiled my blood
if tat amount of manpower apeear agn?i swear they'll be dead
well is bein initiative hard?we went through it together nnd yet?
after trainin?
went to hougang mall meet up yongliang
after some plannin nnd others..it was arnd 8.20 nnd we had to replan nnd design e tower fer NPC
it's 9.30 be4 i left..althought didn finish but managed to get a rough idea..
anw i gt my QMbadge le..haas
while walkin back..i almost *dozed off rofl!!
perharps we didn't meant fer each others?
my mind is complicated?
without iiu?
mayb i wouldn't be the 1 like now i guess?
fated?
or everything's fated nnd we couldn't change anything?

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...11:16 PM

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Monday, January 22, 2007

whee~ii'm back ^^
tis few days were great?haas
well let's start off wib last fri?haas my B'dae~haas
seem better last year indeed ^^ hab fun wib my friends
celebrate durin scout nnd outside haas
present?haas dun wan say hehs
hmmm thanks to those hu rmb my b'dae~harts all of them xP
sat?m0rn went to meet yongliang wib sean nnd gary
arnd 12 pm reach hm?then went fer work..
hmmm dun feel lyk workin le..wanna concentrate fer study!
lols seems actin huh?haas ii buay ba la mayb?
anw eunice panda meii follow miie to work?thanks lurhh hee xD
sun?went to bishan wib eug..
went to buy my new bag ahhas xD
i loves my new bag ^^
today?skl lor..dia0 sian as usual~
after skl..scouts nnd guides trainin..
try out a contigent wib mummy yu xin xD
well i still new so ps to those tat i command wrong..=X
hmmm competitor of PC's lols
well didn get it cuz of jason..x(
anw he os cnt cuz they wan sec 4 ahhas nvm
hee i be FB aka flag bearer ^^wib my mummy yu xin agn xP
dunn0 cn make it ma..hmmm
wed gt drill agn gd luck ahhas~
think i blog at another day ba
thanks fer all e b'dae msg =)especially iiu!!
keke
replies to taggies: thanks all fer e tag =)

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...8:08 PM

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

whee back to post agn..keke =]]

skl was alright today but nt when after skl..

suppose to meet after skl straight fer scouts, then sean nnd gary started to fight over sum hw

well if they complete it then no prob liao ma..then i go tell them stop e quarrelin

but sean treats my word as air nnd even scolded miie instead..wtf

nahh i nnd gary simply walk off after dat..

cant stand fer a while..but anw e prob iish solve lia0 so lalalas`

footdrills after dat,

well i dunn0 e command well yet so i didn take charge nnd join e contigent lor

blahs blahs blahs nnd then everybody were lyk slackin

or shld i say play?*sensitive to some

cuz sum simply act dumb nnd scold back..

wish ii could gib him a tight *slap

arghx!! nvm lurhh heck care ba..spoilt my mood nia

anw change blog song nnd alight my blog..seems better ma?dia0

*stress sia..SPl le but very headache la..x[[

haish wish time could flies~ anw fireflies show le haas

i saw myself..=S abit buay ba la..keke

*missin her but will she n0e?or does she even care ma?haish

anw thanks eunice panda meii to cheer miie up when ii sad..thanks a lot =]]

replies to tag:

eunice panda meii - will de la keke =]]

bernice - relinked le..hee saw iiu in skl haas

saleem - =.=' as usual.. =]]

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...8:46 PM

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Friday, January 12, 2007

happy day?

skl stuff dun think i wanna say ba..

think i say abt e cca ba..ahhas

well i nnd e others gt pr0oted today wooh00~

SPLs r miie sean lim nnd gary..e investiture still ok la

anw gt back my fone lia0..

ahhas nnd i think they go upgrade my fone though reformat..

nnd tom0 g0in fer hike..sian sunday then come back..

s0 msg miie if lookin fer miie ba

hmmm ii rmb iiu told miie tat iiu r e guy hu treat her best..

but d0es it mean a *hint or she say dat cuz ii her k0rr..

but ii will still be dere fer iiu n0 matter wad lurhh =]]

replied taggies:

eunice - haas thanks fer taggin lurhh =]]

saleem - same to iiu lurhh..sian anw i cnt do hw tis weekend, bz wib hikin

jasmine - f0rget him?n0 p0int carry on waitin..seriously, i dun wna see iiu gettin hurt le ok?

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...10:53 PM

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

hmmm..100 post le..=)?lols

mo0dy?yea still a bit la..

skl?seems ok le ba..still tryin to adapt it..

some subs r ok..but some r nt..math too slack i guess?

i may nt catch up e lessons but i will still try my best to learn..

i wan pass fer my 0's level next year..so mug hard la =]

f0ne?hmmm went to n0kia st0re t0day..

well they say it might take up till 150...

but dunn0 la..juz pray hard dat's nt so expensive lor..

i still miss msgin nnd callin la..x[[

anw..i saw e c0py of skl magazine..tis year de..

g0sh..i appear at e scout section..nnd my face look damn JIAO!!

omg..confirm ppl see le ti0 suan de..=S

dunn0 yy..ii still quite sway sia..zz

arghx..my mo0d damn fouled la..x[[

cn iiu cheer miie up ma?

i really miss ur voice, laughter, smile nnd iiu

anw dun think i goin workin tis weekend..

think i goin fer cca hike ba..

hmmm am ii really tat bad?i seem lyk invisible to them..

hate miie?lols mo0dy la..

ventin at here agn lor..zz

think i wun bl0g tom0..so melvin

Happy B'dae In Advn =))

as e usual~h0pe tom0 would be a better day!

x]]

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...9:04 PM

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Saturday, January 06, 2007

went to skl fer sec 1 orientation

hmmm quite ok la..nt dat bad..

overall iish ok ba x]]

went back arnd 1 plus..was dead tired~

arnd 2.30 went eat wib sal, then go cp cuz he wan buy cap..

then go hougang plaza meet wib eug nnd zhan play lan..

abit sian sia..

tomo gt tkd gradin..need go help out

then inten to fix hp after dat..but mac call nnd ask miie to work..

wtf lor..sian sian sian

zhen mo bian?zz

a lyfe without hp very xin ku lehh

no msgin nnd call,g0sh x[[

still thinkin of iiu whenever i could,but do iiu kn0w?

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...8:42 PM

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

a simple family livin happily?d0es it seems hard?

it seems pretty easy..but when it's my family..it's another pr0b..

fer e past we could quarrel everyday..but it eventually stop after an while..

today..we actually quarrel lyk fcuk juz becuz of a stupid fone?fone wire?

y is tis happenin?everybody has it own fault..

but y it still seems hard so to say e word"SORRY"?

d0es we kn0w h0w to let go?or whether is could we actually let go?

e intention mayb gd..but could it be e method dat's go wrong?

juz wish e tym could be brought back..nnd everything would be alright..

if i had knew wad would happen..

i would hab save m0re money,study harder,work harder,put in extra effort..

mayb tis would be wad i wan in e end?

still far ahead bein a perfectionist..dat's yy it's complicated

juz wish we would be alright agn..

let e past go

dEsm0Nd___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...11:13 PM

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nt in a gdd mo0d t0day..kidda *fcuk up

f0ne was sp0ilt in skl..=S

was havin cca after skl..it started to rain soon

everybody was running fer shelter..

dickson was carryin my fone cuz he makin a fone call..

then he slipped nnd dere goes my fone..e inner screen spoilt..

still cn use but cant see a single shit..*fcuk it la

sian i forget to send my warrenty card..dia0 =.="

bad day ar?think so..mayb 2007 nt a gd year lurhh?

fake a smile?haas,ii siia0 le dun mind miie?

been appointed to be N&E manager..sian

e skl sux..e teacher nnd student oso sux..yy m ii dere?

sry..juz venting out on writing here..zz

msgin nnd callin will be temp off..sry abt it

shld ii believe e sayin of"tomorrow will be a better day"?

or it might turned out to be a worser day?

l0ts of pr0b..but didn wan to rite down..sad la =[[

f0rget abt it l0r..wad had happen were already done..

n0 point carry on sad..cheer up ahhas =]]

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...8:57 PM

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

skl iish back..it wasn't a gd day fer miie =[

miss 3 bus cuz e bus were packed..darn it

managed to reach skl in tym but sian lurhh..lols

anw we gt a new f0rm teacher..mdm lungs(nt e organ th0se kind ar)

thern went to hall fer some crappy stuff nnd hair was caught cuz too long..=X

quite a lot peeps were caught..oh yeah =.="

nth much in skl..sl skl end at 1..pretty early

went fer scouts nnd blahs blahs,

dun feel lyk blog much abt it..cuz i'm fed up

tired tired tired,sian sian sian

zhen m0 bian?would it be a better day fer miie?

anw went cut hair a t barber..my layer iish gone..darn

think g0 JJ to help lia0 lor..=.="

f9rget abt it..nt in a gd mo0d..cya

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...9:55 PM

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Monday, January 01, 2007

*tired?haas ii'm back to p0stin..

hmmm it's new year..2007 le =]]

firstly h0pe 2007 will be a happy year fer every 1 =]]

argh..been back to w0rk on sat nnd sun..well it's sure damn tirin

dat's wad ii could say..anw i think i twisted my righ arm..

it's freakin pain when ii m0ve it..think ii need m0re slp haas

didn went fer countd0wn yesterday, n0b0dy ji0 miie g0..sad la

went to ps t0day..meant to be havin fun watchin m0vie but it was sto0d up..

jasmine couldn't make it nnd ds..only miie sal nnd eug..

well went arcade agn..lols spent quite a l0t agn =X

went s0me sh0p nnd wanted buy some stuff..but n0 $$$

nvm i shall wait fer my pay then buy..=]

she didn msg miie recently..haish miss her?=[

anw skl re0penin tis wed nnd sec1 orientation iish sat

g0sh s0 many thing to do isn't?zz

sian..dunn0 yy ii feel damn sad sum tym..em0-in izit?

haish h0pe 2007 will be a brand new year where it's a new start =]]

nth minds except iiu =]]

dEsm0Nd%___xiia0 knight

Grrrr...9:07 PM

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